Kuchh dinto gusse aur nirasha me bite aakhir kuchh bhi ho mai thoda bewakuf sa insaan hun na! Her chiz ko dil per le jata hun. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai barso pahle jab mai school me tha shayed 8th me. Mera bhagina jo us waqt 5-6 saal ka raha hoga Aasif 26 January ki shaam ko jhanda fahrane ka khel khel raha tha. School pados me tha jiski wajah se wo humari taiyyari kiya karta tha, bechare ne kabhi apne school me to aisa kuchh kiya nahi tha na, wo to hamesha aise utsawo ki chhuttiyon me ghar aajata tha. Khair vishayanter hone ki zarurat nahi, jab maine use jhanda fahrate dekha to sabse pahle meri nazar jhande ko pakadne ke tarike per gayi wo baye haath se jhanda pakadkar daye haath se mitti daal raha tha Jhanda bada tha eisliye wo zamin chhu raha tha. Sath hi suraj dub chuka tha, mere gusse ki inteha na rahi, meri dikkat hai ki mai gusse per kabu nahi pa sakta. Tad.......tad! jane kitne thappad us masum ko pade mujhe ab bhi yaad nahi, wo rota hua ghar ke andar chala gaya. Abbi(mere pita shri jinhe maine hamesha abbi hi kaha ye shabd Abba ka apbhransh hai) baher aakar mujhse maarne ka karan puchha jawab sunkar bole........itna zyada deshbhakt na bano to achchha hai, ye jhanda desh ka nahi party ka hai. Tum se zyada deshbhakt log hai eis ghar me..............................
Kahun to ye bhi ki jab school me bord per rastrpati ke naam ke sath number laga diya jata to teacher per gussa hona ya Jhanda chadate ya utarte waqt jhanda koi baye haath me rakhta to nishchit hi mera kopbhajan banna padta tha, Magar ein tamam baton ke bawajud Jab mere dost film dekhkar aate to kahani sunate huye Pakistaniyon ko “tum log” kaha karte the. Aur tab gussa itna bad jata ki chuppi lag jati thi.
Mujhe pata nahi uske baad maine kya sochha magar baaad ke waqt me mai Comrade Jyotsna aur Rajender se aisa perbhavit hua ki sidha Naxal aandolan ke liye wo sare kaam kiye jo sambhaw tha. Party me achchhi jagah prapt ki ...........................Magar sochta hun ki kya wastav me mai kewal impress hua tha ya bhitar kahi vidroh tha.
Party me bhi mujhe dikkat thi unke kaam kaaj ke tarike se. Phir to jab Party ne babloo ke hatyare se prasthan bindu ke naam per samjhoota kiya to mere sabr ka bandh tut gaya. Mujhe apne sathi ke hatyare se kisi bhi kimat per samjhauta manzoor nahi tha.
Mujh per Party ne............................ swarthi aur........... hone ka aarop lagaya. Aur mere vyavhar ko arajnaitik kaha....................
Waqt badla Maut ke panje ne Jyosna aur rajender dono ko apne panje me le liya. Ab mai bilkul akela tha na koi vichar na koi maksad aur na koi sathi.Magar mirtu shayya per dono ne mujhe kaha tha “Hum tab tak zinda hain jabtak tum nahi badalte! Shafique tum apna kaam jari rakho ” unki maut mere liye Hazar maut se zyada kathin thi.
Waqt ne phir ilaj kiya mai dilli aaya khud ko sameta Swami agnivesh ke sath kaam kiya. Usi samay phir vicharo me badlao aaye ..................khair aaj tak ko pahucha. Mai kya kahna chahta hun samajh me nahi aaya na ...........ab aayega.......suno
Mai hamesha dil aur dimag ki jagah dil ko tarjih deta hun.jo karta hun shiddat se karta hun tab tak hi karta hun jab tak mai kar pau aur pure samarpan ke sath karun, Maine hamesha hi public life aur persnol life alag nahi ki. Public life ke sambandh hi mere liye niji rahe aur niji life ko puri tarah se public life me mila di, sambandhon me adhikar diye bhi aur puri tarah se liye bhi Magar samay samay per logo ne kaha sirf tumhi............nahi ho.........aur bhi tum se behter hai................ chalo thik hai bhai manliya................. magar yaar kahte hai na ki waqt sach batata hai mujhe bhi usi ne bataya............................
Aaj tv dekh raha tha.............
..................ek mand buddhi insaan jo charo taraf se dabao me tha aur use naukri leni thi Naukri thukra deta hai kiyoki use naukri lene ke baad wahan kaam karne wale uske bhatije ko apna rishtedar nahi bata sakta tha................
maine socha kya mai aisa hun.
Bahan ne kaha nahi..................eis liye tum aise nahi ho....tum sab kuchh chhod sakte ho! Shayed wo sahi thi............................
Kuchh dino pahle bhi abhi hafta nahi hua mere ek mitr ne kaha tha ki mai ...............................aisa nahi hun ...........................aur mai rishton ko nahi samajhta aur ki mai .................................... aur ki mai swarthi hun.....................................aur ke mere paas kya hai.
Mana mai swarthi hun magar swarth kahin na kahin dikhta hoga na, Sare log kahte hain mai swarthi hun magar mujhe lagta hai wo sach kiyon nahi maan lete ya mujhe ye kiyo nahi batate ki mai galat hun to kahan.
Suraj bhi lage dhabba fitrat ke karishme me!
Boot humko kahen kafir Allah ki marzi hai!!
Kya mai khud ko badal dun. Mujhe lagta hai ki agar badla to Mere doston aur aaspas ke logon ka nuksan hoga! !!!!!!! Mai bhale hi aisa hun magar mai sambandhon me shatraj khelna nahi chahta kya bina eiske sambandh nahi hua karte ho sakta hai mai galat raha hun, magar meri galti mujhe saaf kiyon nahi bataee gayi. Maine dekha hai jisne mujhe galat kaha hai waqt ne use galat sabit kiya magar mai us samay unse unki galti kiyo nahi bata pata.
Natajar-ba-kari se waize ki ye baten hai!
Eis rang ko kya janen puchho jo kabhi pi hai!!
(Us may se nahi matlab dil jis se ho begana.
Maqsud hai us maye se dil hi me jo khichti hai.)
To kya khud ko badala jaye! Nirash hua jaye eis tarike se
Kya “Manage relation” ko tarjih di jaye. Sab kuchh dimag ki kasauti per kasa jaye! Jo jaise chalta hai Chalne diya jaye.
Shayed haan! Shayed nahi ........................mai nahi badal sakta .........mujhe nahi badalna chahiye.............................
Her zarra chamakta hai anwar-e-ilahi se
Her sans ye kahti hai hum hain to khuda bhi hai
Hangama hai kiyo barpa thodi si jo pi li hai..........
2 टिप्पणियां:
Disaster Management meet held at Thane by Ganesh Naik.
A disaster management meet was held in Thane in the presence of Thane Guardian Minister Ganesh Naik. Addressing the meet, he said that there was a need to tackle flooding this monsoon.Thane city was also not spared from the 26/7 deluge. Huge loss of property and life was witnessed. Thane being situated near the coast, there are many lakes and creeks here.
With the onset of monsoon the city needs to be completely prepared for any kind of disaster. A meet was held in this regard in which, Thane Guardian Ganesh Naik spoke on the preparations being done. Present along with the minister was Navi Mumbai Police commissioner Ramrao Wagh, TMC Commissioner Nandkumar Jantre, Asst Police Commissioner Tukaram Chauhan and other administrative heads.
A presentation on Disaster Management was also held at the Collector’s Office. Equipments used during Disaster management was presented and inaugurated at the hands of Guardian Minister Ganesh Naik
Navi Mumbai-Specialty medical services available for the poor
The approval of the general body meeting has opened the doors of Fortis – Hiranandani Hospital for the poor and weak to avail affordable super specialty medical services. Citizens from across the city welcomed the decision. Thane Guardian Minister Ganesh Naik had made the promise of making super specialty medical services available for the poor on January 26, 2006 during the official ceremony for the public private partnership – three years later, his younger son Sandeep Naik kept the promise made by his father to the citizens of Navi Mumbai.
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